Kindheartedness (long)

Kinja'd!!! "PS9" (PS9)
11/05/2015 at 19:25 • Filed to: None

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The world is shit. Everyone in it is just looking to get their piece before they die. Predators, everywhere. Beings who prey on the weak and foolish, and you’ll be a target too if you don’t wise up and put up those walls before motherfuckers come storming through to take all of what you got.

But...one person is kind to you. They have a family and children. They give what little time they have to you just because they can...

...No. That’s a fluke. Nevermind that. Look at the politicians lying through their teeth. Look at the fools lapping it up like pigs at a feeding trough. Look at the bloodthirsty psychopaths practically bathing in money they fleeced from the rest of the nation, and look at the army of lemmings offering their backsides to them as step-stools they can use to climb to virtual godhood. Nevermind that kindness bullshit, this is what real life is all about.

“Oh, you’re writing a book? I love those kind of books! Do you mind If I read a piece?”

Yeah, let them see it so they can tell you how shit it is. Let them in so they can break you down right where you’re most vulnerable, because that’s what everyone in the world is doing. The wolves run the shop now. They own it. They don’t even have to hunt for the fucking sheep anymore, those motherfuckers walk in willingly to get slaughtered. They love it. They love watching themselves and their friends get ripped to shreds over and over and over and over and...

“Oh wow. I can’t believe what I just read! Oh man....I’m gonna have a surprise for you....”

The world is MEAN. So YOU HAVE TO BE MEAN. Crush or be crushed. You can destroy someone else, or wait for your turn to be destroyed. That’s it. There is no middle ground. There are no friends. No allies. No family. No one to count on or turn to. You are as alone as all the others on this godforsaken shitsack of a planet and it’s your choice; Predator or prey.

“Hey, there you are! Haven’t seen you in a while. I’ve been sick, but I’m okay now. Hope you’re ready for your surprise...”

Letting someone in will be the biggest mistake of your life. You know what happened last time. You were there. You barely escaped with your fucking life. You wanna go through that again? Maybe not make it this time? The edge it always there. You don’t get a break. You don’t get to call for help. It’s always there, and it’s always ready to swallow you whole should you be dumb enough to make another misstep. You KNOW how shit goes out here. The strong survive to punish and destroy the weak. Which one are you?

“Tadaaa!”

A laptop bag?!

“Yeah! Do you like it?”

...

“Weeeelll?”

You have a family and two young children. Your work the same shit jobs I work. There’s no way you could have afforded that...

“LOL, don’t worry about what me and my hubby can afford. We’re fine. Now you don’t have to carry that janky-ass Save-a-lot bag to the library! You’ll look like you’re there to git down ta bidness!”

I have to pay you back.

“What? Nah. Don’t worry about it.”

No. You don’t understand. I have to pay you back. I have to....

“Dude, no. It’s just a laptop bag. I’m not gonna be eating ramen for a week because of it. Think of it as an early christmas gift.”

People don’t buy me christmas gifts...

“Well they do now! Oh...what’s that. You’re not getting all teary eyed on me, are you? Come on now...get up. Git. up. I. says!”

...

“It’s time for hugs. You look like you need one. Come here...”

...

You’re not supposed to do that. No one is. That’s not supposed to be the world I live in...

...but...maybe it should be.


DISCUSSION (12)


Kinja'd!!! jkm7680 > PS9
11/05/2015 at 19:37

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tl; dr

I could philosophize about life and it’s meaning for hours, but fuck that.


Kinja'd!!! Nibby > PS9
11/05/2015 at 19:38

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When the gates have all been opened
When the funerals never end
When Satan’s power paints our hearts
And satisfies our souls

When witches burn the priests
When the ancient ones return
When the demons ride the nuns
With their horns of dark desires

When the sun has died
When the angels are blind
When the fog lies thick
Over the palace of god

When the fullmoon lights the earth
When the wolves gather in the open
When blood rains from heaven high
And from the pearly gates


Kinja'd!!! PS9 > jkm7680
11/05/2015 at 19:41

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Kindheartedness(short)

“hi jkm. Here’s a free Audi RS7!”


Kinja'd!!! jkm7680 > PS9
11/05/2015 at 19:43

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yay, i get free shit


Kinja'd!!! pjhusa > PS9
11/05/2015 at 19:49

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That works too.


Kinja'd!!! deprecated account > Nibby
11/05/2015 at 19:50

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When the gates have all been opened
When the funerals never end
When Satan’s power paints our hearts
And satisfies our souls

When witches burn the priests
When the ancient ones return
When the demons ride the nuns
With their horns of dark desires

When the sun has died
When the angels are blind
When the fog lies thick
Over the palace of god

When the fullmoon lights the earth
When the wolves gather in the open
When blood rains from heaven high
And from the pearly gates

Hail Hydra.


Kinja'd!!! Nibby > deprecated account
11/05/2015 at 19:53

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Kinja'd!!! Caleb "If a rally car can do it, so can my Malibu" M. S. > Nibby
11/05/2015 at 19:55

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In the dark
And I’m right on the middle mark
I’m just in the tier of everything that rides below the surface
And I watch from a distance seventeen
And I’m short of the others dreams of being golden and on top
It’s not what you painted in my head
There’s so much there instead of all the colors that I saw

We all are living in a dream,
But life ain’t what it seems
Oh everything’s a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything’s a mess

But I wanna dream
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream

In the eyes
Of a teenage crystallized
Oh the prettiest of lights that hang the hallways of the home
And the cries from the strangers out at night
They don’t keep us up at night
We have the curtains drawn and closed

We all are living in a dream,
But life ain’t what it seems
Oh everything’s a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything’s a mess

But I wanna dream
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream

I know all your reasons
To keep me from seeing
Everything is actually a mess
But now I am leaving
All of us were only dreaming
Everything is actually a mess

We all are living in a dream
But life ain’t what it seems
Oh everything’s a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything’s a mess

But I wanna dream
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream

I wanna dream
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream


Kinja'd!!! Nibby > Caleb "If a rally car can do it, so can my Malibu" M. S.
11/05/2015 at 19:58

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Excised and anatomised, deviscerated disarray
The torso diverged with pride
Deftly amputated, evulsed limbs now defunct
The trunk imbrued, tatty stumps used as lugs
For a chondrin puzzle so quaint
Head and body decollate
A heaving mass so quiescent...

Scattered and scrambled, your teasement grows
- A bloody caricature to make whole
A squirming grisly jigsaw, detrital fragments fit so snug
- That missing piece will leave you stumped
Totally desassembled, nicely sliced and diced
- A cold mannequin once resembled
Real cranium teaser, carved from flesh and bone
- So mystifying...

Battered and diffused, with placating blows
- A human jigsaw to make whole
A sequacious pattern which once fitted so snug
- Joining together each dubious lump
Ravaged disassembly, neatly cubed and diced
- A cold mannequin reassembled
Astute brain teaser, incorporate flesh and bone
So mortifying...

An incessant game - methodically made
With each cumulative piecing - of commensated meat...

Bi-manual reconstruction, eldritch problem complete
A convented effigy
A pathological toy, each chunk rigorously
Inter mortis locking, as you pathogenically rot
Such a perplexing task
To fit the remains in the casket
Uliginous mess so quiescent...

[Lead: Human Jigsaw by W.G. Steer]
[Lead: A heaving organic puzzle by M. Amott]

An incessant game - methodically made
With each cumulative piece - of commensated meat...


Kinja'd!!! Caleb "If a rally car can do it, so can my Malibu" M. S. > Nibby
11/05/2015 at 20:03

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While we’re at it:

I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment’s gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind

Same old song
Just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do
Crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
Oh, ho, ho

Now don’t hang on
Nothin’ lasts forever but the earth and sky
It slips away
And all your money won’t another minute buy

Dust in the wind
All we are is dust in the wind
(All we are is dust in the wind)

Dust in the wind
(Everything is dust in the wind)
Everything is dust in the wind
(In the wind)

Songs like this are my favorite because they make you think. Dream, Nothing Left To Say, and Dust In The Wind are some of my favorites


Kinja'd!!! EL_ULY > PS9
11/05/2015 at 20:05

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I read this in a restroom stall once:

Poo happy

Poo with pride

But for heaven’s sake

Poo inside!!!!

LOL!! :]


Kinja'd!!! Richtofen, Baron von Pickup > PS9
11/05/2015 at 21:10

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This resonates with me deeply. It’s well that there are people who choose to be good when evil is the easy route.